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Hi everyone,

I think you may have noticed that I'm not that active anymore here on DeviantArt. Well, it's because I don't feel appreciated here anymore... I hardly get any comments or faves on my art, and that's holding me back for sketching and writing.
I put a lot of effort in all of my work, and I know there are way better artists here on DeviantArt. I'm going to study "Concept Artist" in September and I really wanna do that, but I'm just afraid that if I wont get any nice words on my art, I will give it up... Even give up sketching and writing for good...
Just a stupid word like: "Nice" or just a stupid smiley would make me feel good, and I know there are people (Aka my friends) that like or love my art and do comment on them, but I don't feel like that's enough...
Whenever I submit art to groups, hoping other people will see it, fave it or comment on it, nobody reacts...
Am I that bad? Is my art so crappy that nobody will ever like it? That my friends are just commenting nice things on them so I would feel good? I don't know... But I get that feeling more and more...

Look I'm going to be honest to you guys, because I've always been honest to you...
I've struggled with depression, and I'm better now. I've started to love myself and I feel better each day. You can even say I've beaten depression which is very hard and I never thought it would do it... And you guys helped me too! Whenever I felt bad I sketched, wrote, sang, ... And it helped me so much... And I still love it
I love you guys, i really do, and my closest friends know who they are... But I'm afraid of loosing you all, because I wanted to leave this site for ever.
Please, don't let me do that... Please...

Also on the other hand... Sometimes I do requests, and I like the challenge. But I've noticed that there are a lot of people that ask for requests that don't even watch me, never comment on my art, fave it, ... They don't even know me, and that's disturbing me very badly!
So from now on, requests are for friends only!!! And those people are:
Sorry if i forgot anyone, but I think this is it.
These guys have been with me for a very long time, and I love you guys :heart:

So, that's it I think... Not that anyone would probably read it, but I don't care anymore... This is only a site, and I have a lot of you guys on facebook, tumblr or skype... So if i leave this site, they know how to find me...
:iconphineasflynns: even texts me like every day, or at least a lot (sometimes we're just busy), and that's the most important person in my life, equally with my boyfriend Marlon...

So yeah... That was it... Hope you're happy...



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Gamerbro014 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hi. I haven't seen you on Skype in a while.
CutieTasja Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I haven't been much on my mac lately
Gamerbro014 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Got a lot of stuff you need to do?
CutieTasja Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
My dad married last weekend, and I had a week off off work, so I took the time to relax a bit without too much time on the computer
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Gamerbro014 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hi Tasja :) How are you today?
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